Friday, March 4, 2011

(False) Hope.

So I have been depressed, gained weight, been sick, had a toothache, can't sleep and I have been working about 50 hours a week. Obviously it's been a little rough.

On top of all that....I GOT MY PERIOD! To most girls, that would be the straw that broke the camels back. For me, it was the ONE good thing that has happened in the last two months. I know that the probability that it isn't anovulatory is slim, and I know that the chances that I would ovulate again this month are slimmer. But it's like this teeny-tiny glimmer of hope.

It isn't even a regular period. Light is a strong word. I had some spotting yesterday, followed by some light brown discharge. Today, it's even lighter brown discharge, and that's it. I probably won't have anything tomorrow at all.

Still, in the PCOS game, you gotta celebrate the little things.